Posted in Lifestyle

life update/where i’ve been.

Wow…first of all, I have not written a blog post in 4 years which is CRAZY. Grab a little snack and make yourself comfortable, this is a long one…

I know that you are probably used to me disappearing for awhile every now and then, especially after Christmas since it’s such a busy time of year. Typically, I don’t take 4-5 month breaks in posting, but 2024 has been a little different, to say the least. I have been thinking about writing this post for weeks and going back and forth with myself about what I wanted to share…how much to share…how “raw” to be. Since I couldn’t ever really come to a solid conclusion, I’m just going to write and see where it takes me.

Infertility – I guess I’ll start with some context on a subject that I’ve shared briefly, but never really gone into detail about. My husband (Keagan) and I have been dealing with infertility for the past 3 years and more recently in the last year and a half have been working with fertility specialists. After more tests, bloodwork, out of town appointments, time off work, and internal ultrasounds *cringe* than is fair for any couple to endure, our journey brought us to IVF. While I am more than grateful that modern medicine is able to offer such an amazing option, I’ll be completely honest with you – we were initially devastated to accept it and say it out loud. Aside from the MASSIVE financial commitment (with no guarantee it will “work”) the mental and physical toll this process takes on both partners is something that I cannot even put into words. I honestly don’t think I’ve even said the word “infertility” out loud yet still to this day…it just feels so final. This whole process with all of the medical appointments, poking & prodding, speaking with doctors in hushed tones while fighting back tears, getting your hopes up just to have them crushed again…not letting your mind go to that place. The place where you ask yourself – is this in the cards for me?

Endometriosis – Something I have been more open about is that I have endometriosis. With endometriosis, tissue similar to the lining of the uterus grows outside the uterus. This leads to inflammation and scar tissue forming in the pelvic region and elsewhere in the body. I have had 2 surgeries in the past 4 years for this disease and am currently awaiting a 3rd. Many people think that endometriosis is “not that serious” – I can tell you first hand, it is. It doesn’t just mean I have excruciating periods (which I do), it effects nearly every part of my life not only physically but mentally as well. And of course one of the most devastating effects of this brutal disease is that in can effect fertility.

January 2024 – Keagan and I took off to Mexico to celebrate with a huge group of our favourite people as two of our close friends tied the knot; it was SUCH an amazing trip. We were openly discussing our fertility journey at this point and our friends + family were so beyond supportive and positive – it felt amazing and made the journey we were on feel a little less lonely. This was such an exciting time because we knew that just a few short days after we returned home from vacation, our IVF process would begin and we’d be that much closer to finally starting our family.

As the first day of IVF inched closer, my nerves were through the roof. As someone who has been terrified of needles basically since birth, I was NOT looking forward to this part of the process. Day one of injections came and went without issue – Keagan took on the role of “doctor” and administered all of my medications like an absolute champ. He was calm, confident, and acted like he knew exactly what he was doing (he didn’t lol). As the days went on, it became less scary and that trickle of excitement crept in…maybe this was actually going to work.

During this process, we had to travel 6 hours (3 hours each way) every other day for ultrasounds and follicle monitoring. Around day 6, I started feeling increasingly ill; nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, extreme body aches & chills, fever, terrible stomach cramps, zero appetite. I continued to bring it up at my fertility appointments, to which I was told with a chuckle that these symptoms “wouldn’t bode well for pregnancy” and that while extreme, they were likely side-effects of the fertility medications. So, we continued on with the injections and the trips to the city for 10 days, all the while I hadn’t been able to eat a single thing in over a week, couldn’t keep water down, was continuously vomiting, and could barely peel myself in and out of bed to attend these appointments.

IVF Day 10 – We started this process knowing that I had 2 large endometriomas (cysts) but were assured that they would not affect IVF. Spoiler alert – they did. On day 10 of what for most is the final day of injections, we are brought into an office while the doctor tells us with a grave face that the follicles were not growing as they should and are unreachable due to the size and location of my endometriomas. I could not even process what was happening in the moment but as Keagan and I drove home in silence with tear-filled eyes, the overwhelming understanding of what just happened set in. It didn’t work…another surgery was needed…we can try again in the future…

At this point I am not only mentally & physically destroyed, I am also sick – like really, really sick. I finally made my way to the ER where the doctor ran a few tests and wanted to admit me; after everything I had just been through with IVF I resisted and she hesitantly let me go home to my own bed. The twisted thing is that because I have dealt with endometriosis for so many years and experienced such adverse symptoms of the disease, I was sure it was the cause of all of my current ailments. Well, that was definitely not the right decision on my part because things only got worse. A few days later I went back to the ER and was admitted where a series of constant testing and bloodwork began to figure out what was going on. I continued to get sicker and sicker despite being on IV antibiotics and fluids; finally after about 5 days they discovered what was wrong – I had salmonella poisoning and my entire stomach lining was infected & inflamed. This same day, I was told that I would be sent to a larger city via ambulance because my local hospital “did not know what to do” with me. So away in my first ever ambulance ride I went…

I ended up spending over 4 weeks in the hospital between my time in Swift Current (home) and Regina (2 hours away). The things that I experienced during this time were seriously nothing short of a nightmare – especially for a person with crazy health anxiety like me. From having IVs in both arms, being so bruised from said IVs that my arms looked like one big purple/green blob, being pumped full of fluids/medications/antibiotics to the point that I gained & lost nearly 30 lbs, a metal drain inserted into my stomach to drain my larger endometrioma, having a catheter, having to get a feeding tube because I was so malnourished…those were some of the very worst parts. They also found salmonella in the blood from the endometrioma that was drained, making me 1 of 11 (!!) people in the entire world that have ever had this happen – now that’s luck hey?

Trauma – This is a word I have heard more times than I can count over the past few months – from doctors, nurses, family, and friends. While my physical health plummeted, my mental health did too. I (politely) refused any visitors other than my husband until near the end of my hospital stay. I did not have the energy or desire to interact with anyone and even when Keagan was there, most days I barely spoke (which if you ask him, is very unusual for me ha). He tried his very best to put on a strong face while visiting me each day, but I could see that this was affecting him almost more than it was affecting me – and that honestly felt worse to me than anything I was going through. There are tears in my eyes right now as I think about the look that seemed to be permanently on his face during that time – worry, fear, exhaustion…masked by an uneasy smile as he told me everything would be okay. I felt like this wasn’t real life; like I was watching myself from outside of my body and what was happening wasn’t actually happening to me. At many points throughout this time I wasn’t overly sad…or mad…or scared…I didn’t feel anything – I felt numb.

My healing journey took a more positive turn once I was brought back to Swift Current and put in the care of the amazing nurses on the Women’s & Children’s unit as well as the Internal Medicine specialists. When I tell you that I would not have recovered from this all the way that I did without these specific nurses, I am 100% confident it’s the truth. I’ll be honest with you guys, I was in ROUGH shape and they were completely unphased and never hesitated to offer me a smile or a hug. In the times where I felt completely helpless and couldn’t even brush my teeth or use the washroom on my own, they were there. They did not treat me like I was just another patient on their list; they got to know me as an individual and cared for me as if I were a member of their own family or one of their best friends – I cannot thank each of them enough.

When it finally came time to go home, my fear and anxiety set in BAD. In between my time spent in Regina and my second stay in the hospital in Swift Current, I had actually been discharged and sent home. I was home for less than 24 hours before being admitted again for my last 2.5 week stretch, at which time I was the sickest I had been. How could I possibly go home now and take care of myself after all of this? Would I ever feel “normal” again? With encouragement and support from Keagan, my medical team, and our absolutely UNREAL friends & family I was able to make the transition back home and they all helped to make it as smooth as possible.

It’s been about 2 months now since I’ve been home and while I am still struggling to make sense of the events of the past few months, I am feeling much better. I have found it difficult to be present at times and I often feel “frazzled” – I’ll say things like, “didn’t we just do that?” or “remember when this just happened?” when it turns out it was actually 4 months ago. I feel like the time I was sick is “lost” time and it’s hard to wrap my mind around those gaps. Physically, I was SO weak for the first while I was home that I could barely walk up the stairs without having to stop or change over a load of laundry without feeling exhausted. Even to talk took the biggest effort…my voice is still a little shaky now if I talk for a longer period of time.

I returned to work at the beginning of April and getting back into a daily routine has helped my mental health in a big way. Despite feeling very anxious to resume my social life (I was having a hard time leaving my house for the first while), I have spent time with friends and even attended a couple of hockey games. I FINALLY have an appetite again after nearly 4 months and am able to eat regular meals. One of my first “meals” once I was back home was a McDonald’s cheeseburger & fries; I had 3 bites of the burger and approximately 4 fries before feeling absolutely stuffed – it was an accomplishment! I am definitely still not 100% at this point physically or mentally, but it seems to get a little better each day.

If you’ve made it to the end – congratulations! I know this was a long, intense, and very personal read but to those of you who took the time to do so…thank you. I have always found writing to be very therapeutic and for that reason I have been looking forward to and dreading writing this post all at the same time. My intention in sharing all of this is not to gain sympathy or attention, but to share and connect with anyone who may resonate with my experience. The things I have been going through have a tendency to make people feel isolated and alone; if I can help even one other person by sharing my story, that means everything to me.

Thanks for reading🫶🏻

Britt✨

Posted in Beauty

recent empties.

Hey guys! I’m back with another empties post, these are one of my favourite types of posts to share with you! I also love seeing other people’s empties…it’s strangely satisfying don’t you think? Okay, let’s just dive in!

The Renaissance Circle Mask by Divines – Perfect for extremely damaged hair that’s been subjected to heat styling, colour, sun or chlorine, The Renaissance Circle by Davines will make even the most stressed strands look like they’ve undergone a miraculous rebirth. Highly conditioning, the formula restores healthy shine, nourishment and softness to hair, enriched with natural active ingredients including yellow clay (which restores and reassembles the external structure of hair) and emollient babassu butter, which imparts rich moisture and tops up hydration levels. My Review – I actually purchased this to put in a Christmas gift and ended up keeping it for myself🙈 (anyone else do that?!) I am so glad that I kept this, it smells soooo good!! It’s earthy, musky, and a bit floral which may not be everyone’s jam but I was blown away by it and loved having the scent linger in my hair. Okay, so onto performance; this mask left my hair feeling hydrated and smooth and while it’s not the most hydrating mask I’ve ever used, I will definitely repurchase it. This little pouch was around $12 and I got around 4 uses out of it on my long hair. Where to buy – Davines is a salon-only brand so you would have to google your area to find a salon that carries their products. If you are local to Swift Current, you can find Davines products at Fusion Shop + Salon.

Kevin Murphy Plumping Wash + Rinse (travel minis) – I’m not going to get too in-depth about these guys in this post as I’ve written about them before, you can check out my april & may empties. post to read more about them or check out the dedicated post on my Instagram feed here https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw8Rp_GH1xK/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

Well Told Health Botanicals Anti-Inflammatory (accidentally put the bottle Frenchside up in the photo🙈)Chronic inflammation can go undetected for years and can lead to other serious conditions, including digestive disorders, heart disease, thyroid issues, chronic pain and cancer. If you have joint pain, regular use can help reduce it. If you have minor wounds such as cuts, burns, and minor skin irritations it can help in the healing process. My Review – These were sent to me along with a couple of other supplements by the brand (Stress Fighter + Sleep). These capsules contain nothing but organic turmeric and I have heard about the powerful anti-inflammatory properties of turmeric for years now. Due to some ongoing health issues I’ve been having, I’ve turned to natural supplements to help combat some of the symptoms and side effects. It took me about a month to finish up this bottle and after that time period I didn’t notice any major changes in my body but I don’t believe that necessarily means they weren’t doing anything. I think with any supplement, you have to take them for a few months at least before you truly notice any real effects. Overall, I would recommend this brand + their supplements. Where to buy – You can find these at www.welltold.com or at www.well.ca and they are $29.99 per bottle.

Bioderma Sensibio H20 Makeup Removing Wipes – Bioderma’s dermatological Sensibio H2O Wipes are enriched with an active micellar solution that is perfectly compatible with the skin. These biodegradable wipes will guarantee a perfect cleansing and makeup removal for sensitive skin and eyes. Along with its soothing ingredients, your skin will be prevented from any irritation or discomfort that are often caused by cleansing. My Review – I was sent these wipes along with a bunch of other Bioderma products with no pressure to review or even share. I have purchased numerous Bioderma products in the past and have more often than not enjoyed them. I used to use makeup wipes every single day to remove my makeup before cleansing, but have since moved to using a micellar water (love the Bioderma one) and a reusable cotton round in an attempt to be more environmentally friendly & sustainable. However, I think it is important to note that these wipes are biodegradable unlike some others. These wipes do have a decent amount of fragrance to them, but I actually really liked the smell (kind of like a clean baby…I know that sounds weird to say😂). These did an okay job at removing makeup…they aren’t very saturated even though I stored them upside down (as I used to with all my makeup wipes) so that the liquid sits at the top of the package instead of at the bottom. Overall, these wouldn’t be something I purchased on my own but I didn’t mind them as far as makeup wipes go. Where to buy – You can find these at Shoppers Drug Mart in Canada and you can also get them on www.beautylish.com if you’re in the US or international. These are $14 per package and I’ve seen Shoppers put them on a BOGO sale.

Grounded Sage Happiness Boost Shampoo – Mild on all hair types, and safe for chemically treated and coloured hair, Happiness Boost Shampoo is silicone free and packed with hair-nourishing omega 3 (thanks to natural hemp seed oil) and scalp soothing aloe, chamomile, and calendula. This shampoo is scented with our signature “Happiness Boost” aromatherapy blend of uplighting citrus and mint essential oils for a refreshing, clean scent. My Review – Jamie from Grounded Sage gifted this to me along with a few of her skincare products awhile back. I have raved about Grounded Sage and their ethics + mission numerous times on my blog and Instagram so I won’t get too into that here today. I enjoyed how easily this shampoo lathered and liked the mood-boosting scent, however I didn’t love the jar container it was in as I always seemed to be spilling it or scooping around in it to be able to get a decent amount of product out. The glass jar looked super cute sitting on my shower shelf but as the lid is metal it also began to rust from constantly being in/near water. The formula of this is said to be gentle but I found it to be quite a powerful clean on my fine hair and actually ended up using it more as a clarifying shampoo than a normal/everyday (okay we know I don’t wash my hair every day but you get what I mean) shampoo. Where to buy – you can purchase Grounded Sage products from www.groundedsage.com and this jar is $20 for 6oz or you can get the 16oz plastic bottle for $30.

Tiber River Naturals The Full Minty Body Lotion – This scent is no longer carried by Tiber River so I could not find a description of it for you. Their products are all made with clean ingredients and come out of Manitoba, Canada. I had this body lotion as well as their Shower Shake in this scent, the Shower Shake could actually be used as a shampoo & provided light scalp exfoliation as well. If you know me you know that I love minty scents so I knew I’d love the Full Minty line. I am not a big body lotion girl but I did always enjoy using this one and the slight cooling sensation it left on my skin. Tiber River’s body lotions are very hydrating without being greasy, something I for one can really appreciate. Where to buy – You can find a Tiber River consultant in your area or check out www.tiberriver.ca and have a look through all of their other yummy scent ranges, a full size body lotion like this is $22.

Goli Nutrition Apple Cider Vinegar Gummies – There are many claims behind the health benefits of ACV and people have been adding it to their diets forever. Recently, it has seemingly become a trend and these adorable gummies seemed like the perfect way to add ACV to your daily diet. You can read more about the benefits of ACV on my Instagram post here https://www.instagram.com/p/B5lLsNZHX9D/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link Two of these gummies is equal to 1 shot of traditional ACV and also contains other nutritional ingredients such as beetroot, pomegranate, and carrots. Goli Nutrition sent me these gummies in exchange for a review and just as I said above with the Well Told supplement, I believe you need to take a supplement for longer than one month to be able to truly see the full benefits. The one main thing that I noticed with these gummies is that they honestly did help to curb my appetite/control my cravings. I would definitely purchase these for myself and would like to do so to continue to see some added health benefits. Where to buy – if you are local to Swift Current, you can buy these gummies at Nutters (unsure of the price there) or you can also order them online at www.goligummies.com and they are $19 a bottle. You can use the code brittanygoli5 to save yourself a little bit on your purchase! Cool side note – the creators of these gummies were recently on Ellen!

Herb Market Botanicals Calming Lavender + Chamomile Bath Salts – Relax, unwind, and prepare for a good night’s rest with our calming and wholesome blend of mineral-rich bath salts. Dead Sea salt and nourishing botanical oils in Herb Market Botanicals’ Calming Bath Salts help to soothe and soften skin. Let your worries and long days subside as you submerge into a dreamy, soothing aromatherapy experience, with the relaxing scent of Roman chamomile and lavender. My Review – Again, these were sent to me by the brand (I’m so sorry to sound like a broken record with that) but with no pressure to review or share. This is a Canadian brand and they make the most beautifully luxurious bath + body products – I have truly loved everything I have been lucky enough to try by them. Adding these bath salts to my bath gave my water a nice relaxing scent while the salt itself helped to relax muscles and condition the skin. I have always loved bath salts & essential oils so it was a no brainer that I would love these. If you’re looking for a way to amp up your self-care routine or just to make your bath time a little more luxe…adding bath salts is the way to go! Where to buy – You can purchase these from www.herbmarketbotanicals.ca for $28 per bottle. One bottle lasts for 3-4 baths depending how much you use!

Summer Fridays Jet Lag Mask – You don’t have to be a jetsetter to have that lag. Upgrade your skin to a business-class complexion—no matter what time your red-eye gets in, or what time your head hits the pillow. This uber-dewy, hydrating mask is noncomedogenic and soothes thirsty, stressed-out skin by steeping it in a nourishing mix of vitamins, ceramides, antioxidants, and gently exfoliating extracts. Skin looks instantly renewed, radiant, and ready for anything. My Review – I’ve raved about this mask before, you can check out this post for a full review skincare favourites. Long story short, yes I love it, yes I will repurchase, yes you need this in your life. Where to buy – You can buy a mini size for $34 or the full size for $63 from Sephora. I purchased the mini back in May I believe and just recently ran out of it.


Thanks for taking the time to read through this post, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoy empties posts! Side note, I know many of these products were sent to me by brands but I want you guys to know that that does not change the way I review them nor does it effect my thoughts on the product.

Until next time beauties,

✨Britt

Posted in Beauty, Beauty Blogger, Blogger, Clean Beauty, Cruelty Free, Fragrance, Lifestyle, Organic, Perfume

clean fragrance ft skylar.

The very first thing I ever bought with my very first pay cheque at my very first job (a cashier at Canadian Tire if you were wondering) was a bottle of perfume; it was the Britney Spears Curious perfume – the one in the blue diamond looking bottle. I have been obsessed with perfume since I was a little girl and I have tried so many over the years that I couldn’t even start to list them here. Perfume has always been something that links me to a memory or a certain moment in time – I could smell a scent I used to wear or that a friend or family member used to wear and be transported right back to a specific moment in my life. For example, I still have a bottle of the perfume my mom used to wear and although I don’t use it, from time to time I will take it out and smell it…and for that moment I feel like she is right there next to me (for those of you who may not know, I lost my mom to breast cancer when I was 7 years old).

I have been working hard over the last year or so to make some clean beauty swaps within my collection. Doing this was a personal choice for me as it is for everyone, I would never tell anyone that they had to make these swaps or judge them for not – I am just sharing my journey. I swapped my skincare, body care, some makeup, and house-hold cleaning products but for whatever reason, the thought never occurred to me to swap my fragrances for a cleaner alternative. I’ll be honest with you, I have a few perfumes that are likely not considered “clean” that I will probably continue to purchase because they have become signatures for me and I truly love them BUT I am super happy to have discovered a line of clean fragrances that I can also work into my beauty routine.

Enter Skylar – all Skylar products are non-toxic, hypoallergenic, and vegan/cruelty-free; they also do not contain parabens or phthalates. Many of Skylar’s customers found their way to them because they have battled allergies, migraines, and even long-term illnesses such as breast cancer (this one is obviously near and dear to my heart) that prevented the opportunity to wear and enjoy perfume. Skylar prides themselves on being a clean beauty brand that consumers can trust and I’d have to say in my experience this has proven to be true. I myself am very “scent sensitive” and often find myself getting headaches from certain scents; this actually happens to me a lot due to certain ingredients or notes in perfume, body care products, candles, air fresheners – you name it.

I will be totally transparent and let you know that the perfumes I have from Skylar were gifted to me in exchange for an honest review (the only way I do things) but I have seen their fragrances at Sephora for years now and have been hearing more and more about the brand as the clean beauty movement grows bigger so they have definitely been on my radar.

So the fragrances that I chose are “Arrow” (described as spicy, warm, and seductive), “Isle” (beachy, dewy, and fresh), and then they also sent over their January 2020 scent club pick, “Fresh Vibes” (energizing, crisp, and bold). My favourite by far of the three scents is Arrow and I would describe it exactly how they did, I absolutely love it – it’s warm without being heavy or overpowering and I would consider it a great date night pick! For reference, some of my favourite fragrances over the years have been Givenchy Hot Couture, YSL Black Opium, Guerlain Mon Geurlain, all of the Nina Ricci apples – so I really like warm, sweet, slightly spicy scents. No wonder I gravitated towards Arrow!

Something to note with these fragrances is that they don’t last quite as long as some of my other traditional fragrances, but they do still have great lasting power! I find that Arrow lasts the longest of the three that I have tried, but from reviews I’ve read the lasting power varies from scent to scent. Honestly, it’s a trade off I’m okay with due to the face that they have 100% clean ingredients! I can feel safe about applying and reapplying these beautiful perfumes.

I think that one of the coolest things about Skylar (aside from their products being clean) is that they have a monthly scent club that you can join yourself or gift to someone special in your life. It is $20 (usd) a month and each month you will receive a brand-new roller ball size perfume on your doorstep. They are al currently offering a special price on their scent duo which is two full size perfumes of your choice for $100 (usd) instead of the regular duo price which is $156 (usd). I should also mention that not only can you wear Skylar scents on their own, but you can also mix, match, and layer them up to create a totally unique fragrance.

You can visit www.skylar.com to check out all of their scents and shop away!

Do you have a signature scent? I think perfume is so personal and I always love to hear what everyone considers to be their signature.

Thanks so much for reading along today beauties, I hope you enjoyed this blog post!

Have the best day,

✨Britt

Posted in Beauty

blonde.

Having and maintaining the perfect shade of icy blonde hair isn’t always easy but there are some products out there that can help make it a little easier and help to extend your tone and colour between salon visits.

I personally only get my hair done about twice a year; when I do get it done I typically just get the blonde taken up a bit higher leaving a bit of a root and then get it toned using a cool-toned toner (how many times can I use some variation of the word toner in one sentence🤪). Hair stylists don’t fret, I do get it trimmed in between those two yearly appointments!! I like the look of the rooted or “lived-in” blonde so I don’t typically go for a full head of highlights, although I did do that for years and years. Being or going blonde can potentially cause quite a bit of damage to your hair so it’s important to know how to take care of your blonde locks.

Trust me when I say that I have tried TONS of hair products and have found some great ones that work so well for me but I’ve also had my share of flops when it comes to hair care. So today I’m going to share with you some of my must-haves when it comes to caring for blonde hair, if you’re interested keep scrolling!

Most Intensive Toning is the Clairol Shimmer Lights Shampoo & Conditioner – I’ve raved about this stuff so many times so I’m not going to get too detailed here but aside from the what I like to call granny-floral scent, this stuff is a must-have for keeping blonde hair icy-cool toned. It’s extremely pigmented and after leaving each on for 3-5 minutes my hair is perfectly toned when I rinse it out. It is also relatively affordable which I appreciate. I use a toning shampoo/conditioner every 3rd wash only, definitely not every wash because instead of brightening your blonde, it actually darkens it by continuously adding purple/violet pigment to your hair.

Highest Quality/Best Salon Option is the Kevin Murphy Blonde.Angel Wash & Rinse – This is another duo that have I purchased numerous times and I absolutely love them. I found that they don’t tone quite as intensely as the Shimmer Lights does, but they definitely work really well and also smell excellent. They make your hair incredibly soft, which is something Shimmer Lights does not do (in fact it does the opposite) and overall I have been really happy with these each time I’ve purchased them. My only complaint is the price tag; you guys know I am obsessed with Kevin Murphy products but they do carry a pretty hefty price tag unfortunately. However, I will for sure be repurchasing these again and will continue to do so because they are worth it in my books!

Drugstore Option is the Finesse Shampoo & Conditioner for Graying Hair (gifted by brand) – These are still new to my routine but I thought I’d include a little first impressions review in this post. This is a drug store duo which means they are significantly more affordable than both sets I mentioned above. They are not as pigmented as either set above though which means that they do not tone quite as well, but because they are so lightly pigmented you could probably use them more often for a more gradual toning experience. I’ll be honest with you, these smell exactly how you’d think a drugstore shampoo & conditioner would smell (if you haven’t noticed I’m big on scents) it’s not the worst smell…just not my favourite. Overall I would say that these are a good affordable option if you’re looking to only lightly tone, but likely not something I would purchase for myself as I prefer a more pigmented product to tone more quickly.

Most Innovative Product is the IGK Mixed Feelings Leave-In Blonde Toning Drops (gifted by brand) – These drops are seriously SO cool! You can literally add them to any of your products – from shampoo/conditioner to leave-in treatments, sprays, or balms; you just turn the bottle over and press the bottom to add one drop at a time to whatever product of your choosing. The way that I have been using these drops is mixing them in with the IGK Mistress Hydrating Hair Balm and I love the results it gives – it instantly tones the brass right out of your hair. They are very and I mean very pigmented so you have to be so careful; I use 3 drops max and even then I sometimes end up having violet/grey hair for a day or two (which I don’t actually mind). I add the hair balm to the palm of my hand and then drop 2-3 drops in the middle, then mix it together in my hands, flip my head upside down and evenly distribute the product throughout my hair. I then flip my hair back over and brush through it to make sure there’s no clumps and everything is even – I should I also mention I’ve only used these on damp hair…I’m not sure what the results would be like on dry hair but I imagine you may end up with a head full of purple hair🙈

Must-Have Styling Product is the IGK Mistress Hydrating Hair Balm (gifted by brand) – As I mentioned above, I use this product as a mix-in for the blonde drops but I also use it on it’s own and love it that way too. It’s hydrating without being heavy and also smells amazing – like coconuty-beach hair. I have found that this hair balm also helps my hair to hold styling without feeling like there’s a bunch of product weighing it down. Overall I really enjoy this hair balm and would definitely recommend it!

Must-Have Luxury Product is the Kevin Murphy Shimmer.Me Blonde Repairing Shine Treatment for Blondes – Okay so I feel as if this product seems like it’s a little “extra” but it really is such a great one to have on hand (there’s a version for hair colours other than blonde too). It adds shine to the hair while the teeny little shimmer reflects tone and brighten. This stuff is like a spray oil…it feels nourishing and like more than just a shine spray and I truly feel like it makes a difference in the look and feel of my hair, I really love it. It is pricey but it also lasts forever so to me it’s worth it! It’s honestly a gorgeous product…definitely recommend!!

Must-Have Oil is the Kevin Murphy Young.Again Immortelle Infused Treatment Oil – Another product I’ve raved about over and over, this stuff brought my hair back to life and allowed it to finally grow without breaking off after years of staying the same length. It’s so incredibly hydrating and nourishing without being heavy on my fine hair…it’s like magic I swear! In all seriousness, you need this in your life asap; I am almost out and I will for sure be repurchasing. Blonde hair is notoriously dry and brittle and this stuff does an amazing job and combatting that; I am not kidding when I tell you I have used this stuff every single time I wash my hair for the past 5 years – I just can’t go without it.

Detoxifying/Clarifying Shampoo – I just put this one here as an example, I’ve only ever used a small sample of this but I think it will be something I purchase in the near future (and I clearly have a love affair with Kevin Murphy products lol). It is important to use a detox shampoo no matter what hair colour you have as it rids the scalp and hair of product build-up and residue, adds back shine and bounce, and stimulates the scalp to help increase growth and nutrient absorption.

Deep Conditioner/Mask – It is super important to make sure you are adding as much moisture and hydration back into your hair as possible and your poor little bleached strands will definitely thank you for it. I have used a number of different hair masks over the years and I really don’t have a “holy grail” to recommend as I switch between them often, but this Living Proof one I really do like. It’s deeply nourishing and leaves my hair feeling soft and healthy which is exactly what I’m looking for in a hair mask.

A few other tips:

– Try not to wash your hair every day, it strips your scalp & hair of natural oils that they need to remain shiny and healthy. In high school I was convinced I had to wash mine every day or it would be a greasy mess, but it turns out it was greasy because it was extremely dry and over-producing oil. I “trained” my hair to only need to be washed twice a week and now it rarely gets greasy.

– Avoid heat-styling your hair every day and when you are make sure you are always using a heat protectant; I used to blow dry and flat iron my hair every single day and I’m positive that was a large part of why my hair was breaking off so badly for years.

– Use scrunchies or invisibobble-type hair ties instead of elastics when you can, they are gentler on the hair and don’t cause as much friction and breakage.

– Use a microfibre towel or a t-shirt to dry your wet hair instead of a regular towel; the fibres in towels can be very rough on the hair and cause frizziness and breakage.

– Sleep on a silk pillowcase; okay I know this sounds a little extra but it can make the biggest difference in your hair and your skin. The smooth texture of the silk allows your hair to glide rather than be pulled when moving in the night and silk doesn’t wrinkle against the skin the way that regular cotton or linen does (which can cause wrinkles!!)

– Use either a wide-tooth comb or a wet-brush for brushing your wet hair; either option gets through tangles great and doesn’t cause breakage due to pulling or friction on the hair.

– Try not to always wear your hair up or pull it back in the same place, this tends to cause breakage around the face (hellooo baby hairs).


Well guys, that’s about all I can think of right now when it comes to products and tips for caring for blonde hair, I hope you enjoyed this post!!

What are your favourite products for blonde hair? Any tips or tricks that I missed?!

Until next time,

Britt✨

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empties + declutter.

I know my last empties post was only likeeee…one month ago but YOU GUYS I’ve been working hard to go through my beauty stash and actually use up my products so that I’m not just hoarding them all. This post is a mix of empties as well as some products that I just needed to toss because they are too old; I will admit that most of the ones being tossed I’ve kept more so for nostalgic purposes (looking at you MAC lippies). Did you know that most beauty products do have a “best before” date on them? If you look on the back or bottom you will see what looks like a little jar and it will show “3m” “6m” “12m” etc…this is how many months the product has until it’s no longer considered ideal to use.

Decluttering aka Tossing

MAC Cosmetics Lipsticks (in the shades High Tea, Viva Glam V, Viva Glam Nicki, Creme Cup, and Blankety) – So when I was in high school, MAC was a big thing. Their lipsticks were probably the very first “high end” beauty products that I ever purchased and I was so obsessed with the sleek, black packaging and the wide range of colours and formulas. These five lipsticks have all been well loved and used, but I haven’t worn any of them in years and they are most definitely past their “best before” date. I personally haven’t purchased anything from MAC in years, I feel like they could stand to do some updating to their overall branding and marketing, but that’s just me. The one thing I have repurchased is their lipstick in “Blankety” because it’s just such a good nude, but I likely won’t be purchasing anything else any time soon.

Herbivore Lapis Facial Oil – Okay so I have raved about this oil over the years and will still continue to do so, it does an amazing job at clarifying and balancing the skin while also hydrating – it truly is an amazing product. However, it carries a hefty price tag and I just poured a little less than half the bottle down the sink sooo if I repurchase in the future (which I likely will) I will be getting the travel size because you really use so little of it at a time that the full size (for me) was just too much. Being that it is made with clean, natural ingredients it’s shelf life isn’t long (they say around 12 months if stored out of the sun) and for me that just wasn’t enough time to finish the bottle – still highly recommend this oil though!! You can read more about this oil here My Current Skincare Favourites and here Sephora VIB Sale.

Real Techniques Beauty Sponge – If you love your Beauty Blender but don’t love the price tag, the Real Techniques sponge is an amazing dupe for way less than half the price. This edition however (half pink half orange) was the weirdest thing…it just never gets soft when dampened and does not work well whatsoever. I will definitely be grabbing one of the regular (all orange) ones some time soon though, it works really well and I almost prefer it to the Beauty Blender.

Benefit Cosmetics Boi-ing Industrial Strength Concealer – So this is another product from my stash that is embarrassingly old; I haven’t used it in years but I do love the formula so I’m not sure why I haven’t tossed and replaced it before now. Benefit has reformulated/repackaged their concealers within the last few years so I’m not sure if this specific formula still exists. I really did love this concealer though, it did such a great job at covering everything without looking cakey or thick; I will have to check into their new formulas to see if there’s anything similar!

Eminence Organics Couperose-C Serum – This was one of the first products I tried from Eminence and it was recommended by a salesperson on the site that I ordered it from after I explained my skin type (sensitive, prone to redness, dry cheeks, monthly breakouts). I did use and enjoy most of this serum but I eventually introduced new products to my routine and just kind of forgot about this one. I believe this serum has been discontinued so that’s that!

Empties

Lush Sleepy Hand and Body Lotion – I went through a phase where I bought everything from Lush – skincare, body care, hair care, you name it. While I do still love their products, I actually haven’t bought anything from there in quite awhile. This lotion is something that I will continue to repurchase because it smells unreal; it’s like lavender-vanilla-sleepy-goodness…just absolute dreamy perfection in a jar. If you can’t tell, I really love it.

Tiber River Naturals Citrus Got Real Shower Shake – I have talked about the TR shower shakes a few times before and I definitely recommend them. The ingredients include loofah to exfoliate and oat flour to moisturize and they really do exactly that – plus – they all smell amazing. I have already repurchased in my favourite scent – Coco Cabana.

Eminence Organics Clear Skin Probiotic Cleanser – I absolutely loved this cleanser and will definitely purchase the full size in the future. It does an amazing job at cleansing the skin and clearing up breakouts without causing dryness or tightness; it also has this wonderfully cooling sensation that feels so good.

Kevin Murphy Young.Hands Hand Creme – I have no idea if this stuff exists anymore but it is hands down (see what I did there) the best hand cream I’ve ever used. I realize I did show and talk about this in a previous empties post but I later realized I could still squeeze a few more uses out of it sooo now it is truly empty and I am very sad. It smells like all my favourite Kevin Murphy hair products and is so moisturizing…it’s the only hand cream I’ve used that deeply hydrates without leaving my hands feeling greasy. I love this stuff so much and need to somehow find more of it ASAP.

Grounded Sage Cucumber Refresh Antioxidant Moisturizer – First of all, Grounded Sage is the most amazing Canadian clean beauty company; Jamie (founder) is so wonderful and helpful. Grounded Sage also donates 100% of the earnings from specific products to Lily’s Place Animal Sanctuary which rescues all types of furry and feathered friends (they also donate/support various other animal charities/rescues). ANYWAY so this moisturizer was kindly gifted to me but my review will be honest – I truly enjoyed this product. It has little to no scent and did such a great job at hydrating and balancing my skin without feeling heavy, it also cleared up a lot of the redness in my cheeks that I have been struggling with forever. This moisturizer actually really reminds me texture-wise and performance-wise of the Drunk Elephant Protini Polypeptide Moisturizer and it’s less than half the price of DE’s! I would definitely purchase this for myself in the future (after I work through all my other hoarded products).

Grounded Sage Wild Basil & Cucumber Oil Cleanser – See above to read about how lovely this company is 🙂 This was also kindly gifted to me by Jamie but again, my reviews will always be honest. I used this pretty much every night as a first-cleanse to remove my makeup before cleansing my face. I found that it did a good job of removing my makeup and didn’t leave a film on my face after it was removed; it also has little to no scent so would be good for anyone scent-sensitive. I wouldn’t say this one was better than other oil cleansers I have used, but definitely comparable and worth trying. As we head into winter and cold weather (gross) I prefer to use a cleansing balm as they’re a little heavier and add more hydration back into my skin.

Essence Lash & Brow Gel Mascara – I’ve raved about this stuff before so I won’t go too into detail…basically it’s cheap AF, works great, and you definitely need it in your life. This was probably my 5th or 6th one over the years and I have already repurchased another one!

Essence Superlast 24h Eyebrow Pomade Pencil Waterproof (shade 10 Blonde) – I can’t speak to whether or not this is waterproof, but again it is beyond affordable and is a great quality product. The colour is absolutely perfect for me; it is actually so difficult to find a drugstore brow pencil that matches cool-toned blonde hair…they are all warm toned!! This one is cool toned and matches me so well. I actually purchased two of these when I saw them at Shoppers Drug Mart because Essence likes to do this thing where they release new products every minute so nothing ever seems to stick around for very long – it’s actually highly annoying BUT I love their products so I will continue to purchase (and hoard) them.

Maybelline Fit Me Concealer (shade 10 fair) – I have purchased numerous tubes of this concealer over the years and always really like it. It’s affordable, blends out well, and they have a decent colour selection. Makeup gurus actually claim this concealer is a good dupe for the Nars Radiant Creamy Concealer, but I have never used the Nars one so I have no idea about that! When I grabbed this at Shoppers it was on clearance which makes me think that Maybelline may be discontinuing it…but I’m really not sure. I have now bought an ELF concealer that I absolutely hate so I am on the hunt for something else…I would love to try a clean/non-toxic concealer just not sure which one! Any suggestions??

Farmacy Green Clean Makeup Meltaway Cleansing Balm – I have had a few deluxe sized samples of this cleanser from Sephora (which is what this was) and I really enjoy it! It does an amazing job of removing makeup while adding moisture back into your skin but still somehow feels light?? It’s really a great cleansing balm and it’s no wonder people everywhere are so obsessed with it…I think I may have to snag myself a full size one of these days!

Herbivore Rose Hibiscus Coconut Water Hydrating Face Mist – This was another mini that I had a few of in my collection and I have to say I really enjoyed this stuff. It’s hydrating but light on the skin and I loved the smell despite not typically liking rose scents. Since I’ve discovered my Cocokind Rosewater Toner I’m not sure if I would purchase a full size of this one, but you never know!


Well that’s it for today guys, I hope that you enjoyed this post and were able to take something useful from it.

I know I have kind of taken a step back from blogging for the past little while, but I truly do love it and I hope that my passion comes through as you read my posts. I need to figure out a way to find some balance between the blogging and Instagram worlds because right now I find it to be mysterious and overwhelming.

Thank you for taking the time to come here and read my post today loves, it means so much to me!

Until next time,

✨Britt

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recent empties.

If you’re new here, you may not know that “Empties” posts are some of my favourites! It is so satisfying to see a collection of empty products that you have completely used up – leaving room for alllll the fresh new products🙌🏻 Below you can read about each of my recent empties – a little blurb from the brand, my thoughts, and if I’d repurchase. So let’s just dive right in!

Kaia Naturals The Vitamin Cleanse Wipes

The sustainable answer to single-use makeup wipes. Soaked in vitamins C, E, and B12—plus antioxidant-rich honey and skin-softening sunflower seed oil—these cleansing cloths remove makeup and impurities while refreshing your complexion. Crafted from 100% biodegradable and compostable unbleached bamboo, they’re perfect for even sensitive skin, and can even be planted after use.

About a month ago I received a surprise little package in the mail from Kaia Naturals and it was these wipes. I used to use makeup removing wipes every single day for years but have recently moved away from them as they are a single-use item and I am slowly trying to do what I can to use more sustainable items. Now that being said, as you can see above these wipes are 100% biodegradable and compostable so they are definitely a big step up from many wipes that are currently on the market. I really did enjoy these wipes; they have a fresh citrusy scent and they did a great job of removing my makeup and leaving my skin feeling clean (not sticky). Although these were gifted to me, I would likely purchase them myself in the future – I think they’d be great for travelling!

Pür Cosmetics 4-in-1 Pressed Mineral Makeup Broad Spectrum SPF 15

A continual PÜR best-seller, this versatile, all-in-one foundation, concealer, powder and SPF 15 has been clinically proven to correct, prevent and interrupt your biggest skin concerns—even after the makeup comes off! 

I have been using this foundation for nearly 12 years now – it is hands down my favourite foundation. It is finely milled so it literally melts right into your skin and looks so incredibly natural. You can adjust the coverage depending how much you need; even the lightest dusting covers my redness so well. I have used many different brands and types of face products over top of this (blushes, bronzers, highlights) and everything seriously looks beautiful – this foundation is amazing. This product is cruelty-free, talc-free, vegan, and gluten-free. I will 100% continue to repurchase this foundation because it’s the best in my opinion!

Eminence Organics Rosehip Whip Moisturizer

Rosehip is known for toning, soothing and regulating complexion. Combined with the moisturizing power of carrot, this moisturizer will help improve the appearance of sensitive and over-reactive skin.

  • Rosehip Extract: hydrates and improves the appearance of skin; antioxidant; source of vitamin C
  • Lemon: assists in toning and reducing visible signs of aging
  • BioComplex: a booster of antioxidants, Coenzyme Q10, and Alpha Lipoic Acid to reduce the appearance of wrinkles and improve the appearance of skin

This was the second time that I repurchased this moisturizer, it’s definitely one of my favourites that I’ve tried. It does an amazing job of soothing my sensitive skin and making my skin feel hydrated but not greasy or oily. It has a light scent and absorbs into the skin really well. I absolutely love Eminence Organics products and my skincare collection has many of their products in it. Although I haven’t repurchased this moisturizer yet (trying to use up some other things) I will continue to do so in the future.

Eminence Organics Rosehip Exfoliating Masque

As the maize flour in this mask exfoliates, rosehip infuses the skin with high quantities of antioxidant vitamin C. Irritated skin is then soothed by honey and zinc oxide. A perfect remedy for sensitive and oily skin.

I think that this mask may have been reformulated as it is now called the “Rosehip + Maize Exfoliating Masque” – I’m not exactly sure. The original mask that I had smelled strongly of citronella (like the mosquito candles) but once I got past that scent I did really like the mask. It was one of the strangest textures I’ve ever experienced…it was silky but also almost…gummy? I know, weird🤷🏼‍♀️ Anyway, after using this my skin always felt soothed, smooth, and silky soft – who doesn’t want that? I can’t see myself repurchasing this mask any time soon but I really did like it!

BeautyCounter Tint Skin Hydrating Foundation

A lightweight, creamy foundation that actually cares for your skin, this formula goes on seamlessly and blends effortlessly to cover imperfections and visually even out skin tone. Buildable and natural-looking, it leaves you in control of the coverage

Around the time that I first started my blog I was really trying to research and learn more about clean beauty (I still am). While I have learned quite a bit since then, it can be quite overwhelming so I am still trying to figure it all out. BeautyCounter is a clean beauty company and I was super excited for my first real foray into the 100% clean beauty scene. I purchased this foundation as well as their concealer to test out; while I didn’t mind the concealer I found that it didn’t have the coverage that I was looking for and is quite expensive so I have not repurchased it at this point. I have really enjoyed this foundation and oddly really love the smell of it lol – it smells clean (what a crazy concept right🤪). I find the coverage to be quite light, it is more like a tinted moisturizer. When my skin is being well-behaved this foundation is great to even things out, but when my skin is not-so-great, this is not the foundation I reach for because the coverage is pretty minimal. I am not sure about the other shades in the range but I found this one to be a bit too pink toned for me at times as well. I have not repurchased this yet but I could see myself using it again in the future.

Nude by Nature Perfecting Concealer

    The Perfecting Concealer instantly covers dark circles, disguises puffiness, hyper-pigmentation and blemishes. Enriched with Australian native Kakadu Plum, Vitamin E, Jojoba and Shea Butter, the formula works to provide skin coverage while helping improve skin radiance.

    KEY RESULTS:
    • Highlights to refresh tired looking eyes
    • Conceals dark circles and imperfections

This is another product from a completely clean beauty company; I have used a few Nude by Nature products and I LOVE their packaging – it’s rose gold and looks way more expensive and high-end than it is. This concealer had decent coverage and was quite blendable, I mostly used it under my eyes to brighten and conceal dark circles. While it’s not the absolute best concealer I’ve ever used, I did think it did a pretty good job and I love that it is made with clean ingredients. The tube is super small and I always had a hard time squeezing the product out for some reason – unsure if it was just mine or if that’s the way they all are. I likely won’t repurchase this to be honest but Nude by Nature does have another concealer that I think I’d like to try.

Cocokind Raspberry Vinegar Toner

Our raspberry vinegar toner is designed for those with oily or acne-prone skin. coldpressed and fermented raspberries deliver an acetic acid and nutrient-rich vinegar that helps regulate oil production and calms angry skin. a toner that soothes, supports natural circulation, and restores balance to the skin’s pH levels? Check, Check, Check!

Cocokind is right up there with Eminence Organics as one of my absolute favourites when it comes to not only clean beauty brands, but brands overall. I have purchased and tried so many of their products and have loved them all – seriously they’re SO GOOD. I have recommended this toner specifically to a ton of people and have always heard nothing but great feedback! This toner does an amazing job at keeping my skin clear without over drying – two things that don’t typically go hand-in-hand. The one thing I always warn people of with this one though is that is does smell like straight up vinegar; it does have a sweetness to it too because of the raspberry but if you are scent-sensitive it’s something to be aware of. Cocokind also has a Rosewater Toner that I have purchased multiple times and that’s what I will be using moving into the cooler weather because it’s more soothing and hydrating, but I will definitely repurchase the Raspberry Vinegar Toner in the Spring/Summer.

Kevin Murphy Un.Tangled Leave-In Conditioner, Detangler

No need to tearfully tear those tangles away – allow UN.TANGLED to do all the hard work for you. Our leave-in conditioner is formulated with a complex blend of nourishing Australian Fruit Extracts that help detangle, strengthen and restore hair to sleek perfection. Added heat protection also helps guard against styling damage.

I have raved about this product for years now and have continued to repurchase it over and over again. This along with the Kevin Murphy Young Again Treatment Oil have completely saved my fine, bleached hair and brought it back to life; seriously my hair didn’t grow for YEARS – I mean it grew but just broke off at the ends so it was the same length forever. Once I started using this and the oil every time I washed my hair, it made the hugest difference in my overall hair health. I honestly don’t think I’ve ever repurchased the same hair products as many times as I have these two – they’re just that good. I still have a tiny bit of the oil left but will definitely be repurchasing both in the near future – they are must-haves for me! Bonus – Kevin Murphy products smell unreal!!

Clairol Shimmer Lights Shampoo

Bring out the shimmering highlights in your hair with Clairol Shimmer Lights Original Conditioning Shampoo. This shampoo is a protein-enriched color enhancing shampoo that tones down brassiness on blonde / gray hair while shampooing away yellow. Refreshes faded highlighted hair. Maintains and refreshes cool, ash-toned hair color leaving hair shiny without residue, so let your lights shine.

Okay first things first, this stuff STINKS – like I absolutely hate the smell. It’s very strong and to me it smells like chemicals and old granny floral perfume. But this plus the Shimmer Lights Conditioner are the best at keeping my blonde hair cool-toned and icy. I only get my hair done about twice a year (balayaged) because this stuff keeps my hair looking fresh from the salon. Every single time I use the Shimmer Lights Shampoo + Conditioner at least one person asks me if I just got my hair done. This stuff is so concentrated that I have to be careful how long I leave it on or I do end up with lavender-hued hair – but I actually don’t mind when that happens! I am sure this stuff isn’t anywhere close to being considered clean (based on the smell alone) and I am always on the hunt for a cleaner alternative that works just as well, but I have yet to find one. I have already repurchased both the shampoo and the conditioner.

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Well that sums up my recent empties, I hope you all enjoyed checking them out! Back in the day it was a rare occurrence that I actually finished any product because I have always been such a product junkie that I am so eager to move onto the next thing. But over the course of the last year or so I have been really working hard to make sure that I completely finish each of my products or pass them on to a friend if I feel they may get more use out of them than me.

Would you say you usually finish up all of a product before moving on to the next? Or are you more of a product junkie at heart like me?

Catch you next time beauties,

✨Britt

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self-care + anxiety.

By definition self-care is the practice of taking action to improve or preserve one’s own health; it looks different to everyone and that’s okay, it is called self care for a reason.

So why are we only recently starting to hear so much buzz surrounding these two little words? Well here’s my thoughts; we are living in an age where most of the time we are overstimulated, over-scheduled, over-worked, overwhelmed and often just plain over it. We give so much of ourselves to so many different channels (relationships, children, work, pets, volunteer work, school…the list goes on) that caring for our own self tends to become an after thought. It is so widely accepted that in order for a person to be seen as successful they must constantly be ‘grinding‘ or ‘hustling’ and the idea of resting or taking time out for yourself seems indulgent or lazy. Then there’s the fact that we are expected to make ourselves available to everyone at any given time all while appearing to be perfectly perfect on social media. There has been such a decrease in actual human-to-human contact because it is so much easier and faster to send a text or a DM; this is such the norm now that phone calls and in-person interactions often make people uncomfortable (myself included at times).

Any or all of these things can at times put the state of our mental health in a negative or even dangerous place; it is beyond important to know what the options are and the ways we can actively support and improve our mental health. Self-care can go a lot deeper than using a face mask a few times a week or having a candle-lit bubble bath, as I’ve recently learned there’s a bit more to it…

Warning, things are about to get ~~personal~~

Throughout my life I have struggled with varying degrees of anxiety; losing my mom to breast cancer when I was 7 years old really put a lot of heavy, negative emotions and thoughts into my head surrounding health, sickness, and death that I have since carried with me. I have been able to manage my anxiety for the most part and although it makes me that person that needs to know every detail of everything (Where are we going? Who will be there? What will we be doing? How long will we be there?) it has never overly stopped me from doing the things that I want to do – it’s just annoying and gets in the way sometimes.

A few months back, I had a health scare which I briefly talked about in my IG stories but never really went into any detail as I myself didn’t really even know what was going on. I was in and out of the emergency room with what I thought were extremely aggressive pms cramps (I’ve always had crazy periods so I didn’t think much of it). I was in serious pain, my levels of everything were off the charts high and I was a nervous wreck…I needed to know what was going on right that minute but of course that is not the way things go.

At the end of my second ER visit I was told I was getting a blood test to screen for ovarian cancer; although the “C” word terrifies me, I didn’t stress about it as I was told it was just a precaution since my inflammation markers were insanely high. I was told that endometriosis was at the top of the list for a possible diagnosis and as I had suspected this for awhile, I wasn’t overly alarmed. The next day when I went to see my family doctor expecting to talk about endometriosis and a treatment plan, she looked at me with a grave face and said “So the blood test you had yesterday for ovarian cancer…” and my entire world went black. Long story short, she explained that my markers were very high indicating that ovarian cancer was a real possibility and I needed to prepare myself for what was to come. I left there feeling like I had just been handed a death sentence; to say my anxiety was high doesn’t even begin to describe how I felt.

My anxiety quickly became something that was present in every moment of every day. It was holding me back from social gatherings, from doing things around the house, at times from going to work, and left me feeling on-edge and withdrawn. Over the past few weeks it has hit an all time high and I had my first severe panic attack – sitting on my couch at home alone on a Thursday night. I started to feel like I was actually going crazy; Would these feelings ever stop? Was I going to be okay? Did I need to be checked into the hospital? These thoughts repeated over and over in my mind plus a million other similar ones. I had an MRI a week later which revealed endometriosis as my diagnosis and I honestly thought that once cancer was taken out of the equation my anxiety would go back to it’s “normal” level, but it hasn’t.

I have always been someone who is an advocate for mental health having seen family members and friends struggle with addictions, depression, anxiety, etc over the years. I have actively worked hard to practice self-care and to be aware of what my body needs, therefore I felt like I was really in control of my mental health. Well folks, I am here to tell you that you can be the most “in control” person around and sometimes your mental health just shits the bed – not the most eloquent way to put it but it is what it is.

I have practiced all kinds of self-care routines over the years and many of those things are what inspired me to start this blog and share my passion for all things beauty while incorporating my love of writing. Over the last couple of weeks I have been on a different self-care journey; I have started meditating every day, I am in an online wellbeing course, I am seeking the help of a professional, I have cut out caffeine (I’m a big tea guy now) and the biggest thing…I am talking about what’s going on. I have shared my struggles with those closest to me and the amount support and outpouring of love that I have received is something I can’t even put into words; I cannot express how important it is to simply talk.

This journey that I have been on has brought me to research what kinds of natural remedies and supplements are out there to help with anxiety. I love to research anything and everything and I found many useful tips, tricks, and remedies along the way. I already take vitamins and supplements daily and have forever now, but I have also found a few new natural supplements that have been working for me when it comes to my anxiety (if you’re ever interested to know more about those feel free to message me anytime). It is impossible to research natural remedies for anxiety and not come across CBD; so throughout my research I became curious about CBD as it seems to be the “wonder ingredient” that is everywhere and in everything lately. If you’re curious, I have talked extensively with my doctor about everything that’s been going on as well as asked her about natural supplements and CBD.

I am super new to CBD and still have a lot to learn myself, but it is definitely something I have been wanting to try as a natural support for my anxiety for a long time so when I came across FeelCBD on Instagram I was intrigued. I went over to their website and looked at each product they offer and read the reviews; that’s when I discovered that their pens not only contained CBD but also incorporated essential oils (which I already love and use) and they are a Canadian company. I reached out to ask them some questions about their products and to express my interest in using CBD to treat anxiety; Josie at FeelCBD was beyond kind and ended up asking me to be a part of launching their newest product. Previously, FeelCBD had offered disposable vaporizer pens and after hearing from their customers that they wanted something more sustainable, they listened and created a completely new USB-chargeable vaporizer pen. If a pen isn’t your thing, they also offer drops that can be placed under your tongue or on food/beverages as well as a raved about relief stick to help with anything from muscle aches to pms pain.

If you have ever considered trying CBD I urge you to go check out the FeelCBD website if only for the purpose of educating yourself further; I was super impressed with all of the information they have available (check out the “Learn” and “FAQ” tabs). They answer things like – What is CBD? What are the benefits of CBD? They talk about the sudden surge in safety issues surrounding “vaping” and my most pressing question about CBD – Will it get me high? (No, theirs won’t which is what I personally preferred). Their oil is composed of Full Spectrum Hemp CBD Oil (sourced from a Health Canada approved Licensed Provider), Essential Oils (sourced from farms on Vancouver Island), and Fractionated Coconut Oil.

If after researching and checking everything out you decide you’d like to try anything from the FeelCBD website, you can use the code barebeauty10 to save $10 off your purchase (I don’t earn a commission on the sales – just a great incentive for you guys to try out their products) I am not here to sell you on anything, I genuinely wanted to share the journey I have been on and when I was given the opportunity to try CBD from Canadian company, I thought it would be the perfect way to tie the two together.

This blog post is lengthy, personal, and a side-step from what I typically talk about; I feel passionate about incorporating mental health and self-care into my blog because not only is it therapeutic for me, I know that it may help just one other person to feel that they are not alone.

What do you do to combat anxiety? In what ways do you practice self-care? I am always interested in educating myself more on both topics! Also interested to know your thoughts/experiences on CBD.

As always, thanks for reading along beauties,

Britt✨

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ten year challenge beauty routine edition.

In this post I am going to share with you what my makeup, skincare, and hair care routines looked like 10 years ago including my favourite go-to products; I also may cry now and then as I write and reflect on the fact that the last 10 years have flown by and I am now 30 years old…😩😩

So, although I have always been a beauty obsessed girl, I didn’t always know exactly what I was doing. The biggest difference I notice looking back is that a) my skin was nearly perfect and I definitely didn’t appreciate it and b) most of photos I have from this era are taken from above, include me giving my best blue steel, and have a very noticeable filter slapped on🙈😳 I never smiled with my teeth back then because I thought it made me look weird…

My Skincare Routine in 2009

Thinking back on my skincare routine from when I was in my teens and early twenties I don’t remember using a ton of products, I was definitely more obsessed with makeup back in the day and this is right around the time that I first discovered MAC Cosmetics and Sephora. My skincare routine mostly consisted of Clean & Clear products with a few other randoms added in here and there. Here’s a few of my go-to skincare products from back in the day –

Makeup Remover – More often than not, I used baby wipes to remove my makeup; I’m honestly surprised and impressed that I even knew at this age that it was necessary to remove makeup before cleansing. When I was a little bit younger a friend of mine showed me how she removed her makeup – by slathering lotion (any kind) all over her face and eyes and then wiping it off with a wash cloth so of course, I too used that method for awhile *cringe*.

Cleanser – I was big into Clean & Clear for most of my teen years and into my twenties. I really had no skin issues to worry about (I know, I was very lucky) except for the odd pimple here and there and an oily t-zone. I was obsessed with the ‘Morning’ line and loved the citrusy smell of the products.

Toner – I remember reading in Cosmopolitan Magazine that I should be using a toner and/or astringent so I switched back and forth between this Clean & Clear toner and one of their astringents. I actively stripped the shit out of my skin (pardon my language) on the daily and then wondered why it was over-producing oil🤦🏼‍♀️

Moisturizer – As I said, I was obsessed with this Clean & Clear line and I used this moisturizer for a number of years. While I do know a lot more about ingredients and skincare in general now, back then this actually did work for me and I repurchased it many times.

My Makeup Routine in 2009

I told you above that I was definitely more obsessed with makeup 10 years ago but I mostly just loved to collect it…I honestly didn’t wear a lot of it (weird I know). I would say that the biggest changes to my makeup routine have been that I learned how to fill in my eyebrows (and literally do not leave the house without them filled in) and that I have learned how to properly use and apply various types of makeup. Here’s a look at some of my favourite makeup products from back then –

Foundation – This Maybelline Dream Matte Mousse was my go-to foundation for years; I started using it in high school and continued to use it for a long time after. I typically purchased it in a shade that was a little bit too dark, didn’t ever blend it past my jawline, AND applied it using my fingers…ahh to be young.

Concealer – I didn’t use concealer all that often, but when I did I only ever used it to cover blemishes and this Rimmel one did the trick.

Powder – I was obsessed with these Covergirl Tru Blend Mineral Powders; they were shimmery and I loved to dust it all over my face using no particular method…just all over (lol).

Bronzer – I was obsessed with these little bronzing beads. An older cousin of mine used them when I was a teen so I thought it was definitely something I needed in my life and continued to use the product for years. They were actually super annoying to use because they’d get stuck up in my brush and fling around all over the place…then I’d accidentally step on them…they were so messy.

Mascara – For my eyes, I really didn’t do much other than wear mascara. This Covergirl Lash Blast was my absolute favourite and I definitely told everyone I knew that they needed it in their lives.

Lips – 2009 was around the time I first discovered MAC Cosmetics and I ordered about 10 lip products in my first order. My ride-or-die favourite (which I still own two of) was their lipstick in the shade ‘Angel’; this baby-pink, slightly frosted shade was basically the essence of Brittany in 2009 (and for a number of years afterward💁🏼‍♀️).

My Hair Care Routine in 2009

Shampoo & Conditioner – As I look at this picture I can literally smell it…coconutty yummy goodness. I used various scents from Herbal Essences over the years and at one point when we installed a water softener and I thought it was making my hair slimy, I used their clarifying shampoo every single time I washed my hair🙈🙈🙈

Styling (shine) – I mostly straightened my hair back then and I either applied this shine spray before or after. I recently saw this sitting on the shelf at Shoppers and had to pick it up and give it a sniff for old times sake😂…it took me right back to being a teen and my hair smelling of this as well as slightly burnt from over-straightening my already pin-straight hair (and I wonder why my hair broke off for a solid 7 years straight).

Styling (texture) – To say that I loved this John Freida Ocean Waves salt spray is an understatement…I remember discovering it on the shelf at Shoppers Drug Mart in Medicine Hat when I was in high school and knowing that I needed it in my life. I really didn’t know how to use it but I tried my best to achieve the effortless beach waves the commercials claimed this spray would give me. This product is a cult favourite in the beauty world and was retired for a number of years but John Frieda re-released it a few years ago (I feel the new version isn’t nearly as good as the original).

My Favourite Fragrances in 2009

These are the two fragrances I started wearing in high school and continued to wear for years after; I actually still own a bottle of the Givenchy Hot Couture to this day. Perfume was probably the first beauty related item that I became completely obsessed with; fun fact – with my very first pay cheque from my very first job I bought a bottle of Britney Spears Curious (you know the one, the sickly-sweet smelling one in the blue diamond shaped bottle).

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Well, that rounds out my beauty routines from 10 years ago, I hope you enjoyed reading this post and that it maybe inspired you to think back on how your own beauty routines have changed.

I’m curious to know if you used any of these products or what your go-tos were when you were younger?!

I truly enjoyed writing this post and found myself recalling so many memories from over the years; I am a big fan of nostalgia-related things and these products were definitely giving me those vibes today.

Thanks for reading along beauties,

Britt✨

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the most googled beauty questions – answered!

If you’re anything like me you may often find yourself googling various questions in hopes of finding an answer that best suits your needs. I google questions a little more than I’d like to admit and often end up somewhere down the rabbit hole reading something completely off topic from what I originally googled. In this post I am going to give you my answers to 10 of the most googled beauty questions, so go ahead and keep reading below!

10. What is the best concealer?

There isn’t really a “one size fits all” when it comes to concealer; it depends on your skin type & tone and what you are wanting the concealer to do for you. For example, if you are looking to cover acne spots you may want something that is more full-coverage and may have an acne-fighting ingredient in it such as salicylic acid. Or you may be looking to cover dark circles and highlight under the eyes in which case you are going to need something that doesn’t settle into fine lines or crease and is possibly long wearing. Below are a couple of tried and true concealers that I have repurchased over the years and will continue to in the future for the simple fact that they work really well for my needs.

Benefit Boi-ing Industrial Strength Concealer – I have used this for years to cover any acne marks or stubborn redness around my nose, it works great and is long wearing. You can find this at Sephora or Shoppers Drug Mart for $30.

Maybelline Age Rewind Dark Circle Eraser – I have used this concealer under my eyes for dark circles as well as to highlight on my face for probably 7 or more years now. It is inexpensive, easy to find, and is legit one of the best concealers I’ve tried. You can find this at Shoppers Drug Mart for around $12.

9. How to fix “cakey” makeup.

We’ve all been there, you got a little carried away and heavy handed with your foundation/powder/bronzer and are now looking a little less glam and a little more like a cake face. Cakey makeup doesn’t do anything for you and trust me it’s something you want to avoid. My best advice to fix cakey makeup is to do one or both of the following things:

Using a damp beauty sponge (like the Beauty Blender above), go over your entire face slowly pressing the sponge into the skin to pick up any excess product and spread everything out evenly.

Give your face a good spritz using a makeup setting spray (like the Pür Cosmetics Lit Mist) or even a hydrating toner mist (like the Cocokind Rosewater Toner). This will blend all of your cream and powder products together leaving your makeup looking more even and natural.

8. How to keep eyebrows in place.

As someone who has very sparse eyebrows that have to be meticulously drawn in every day in order to be seen, this is not something I generally struggle with. But if you are one of those lucky souls who has naturally lush and voluminous brows you may find it tricky to keep them in place sometimes. Here’s a couple of products that have rave reviews when it comes to locking those luscious brows in place!

Anastasia Beverly Hills Clear Brow Gel – this stuff is legit; it is a cult-favourite among celebrities and makeup artists and does an amazing job at holding brows in place while still looking natural. You can get this for $29.50 at Sephora.

Anastasia Beverly Hills DIPBROW Pomade – ABH is undoubtedly the queen of brows in the beauty world and has been for years; this pomade glides smoothly onto the brows and its creamy, gel-like consistency is perfect at providing colour and definition while keeping the brows held in place. This is $24 at Sephora.

7. How to remove fake eyelashes.

If you want to save and reuse your lash strips then you are going to want to be extra gentle when it comes to removing them. In my experience, I just gently pull the lashes off by the band starting at the outer corner of my eye and then clean them using a oil-free makeup remover or micellar water. If you went a little cray-cray on the lash glue or glitter liner you may just want to chuck that set and go for a fresh one next time but if you’re able to give them a gentle clean and they’re still in good shape there’s no reason you can’t save yourself a little cash and use them again!

6. What is a lash lift?

A lash lift is a keratin treatment done on natural lashes to add volume, curl, and length. There are mixed reviews when it comes to this treatment as some people say that it can cause your lashes to grow back a little wonky (some straight, some curled) while others swear by it and get it done regularly. I have personally never had one but would be open to it some time in the future! Below is an example of a lash lift.

5. How to apply magnetic lashes.

The short answer – apply a coat of mascara and snap the lashes into place making sure that they align with your natural lashes. The longer answer – it’s nowhere near as easy as that!! It will definitely take a few tries to nail this process and it can be a bit frustrating along the way. Magnetic lashes busted onto the beauty scene in the last couple of years and while some people claim they are mistake-proof, experience has taught me that this isn’t the case. I much prefer my eyelash extensions to fake lashes as I feel they are much less work and although I do have to get them filled regularly, I get to wake up with effortless, glam looking eyelashes everyday and not have to worry about snapping them into place. If you’re interested in trying a set of eyelash extensions, give this post a read Bare.Beauty.Blog x Fabutan & Hush Lash Studio.

4. Best way to apply aloe vera.

As a fair-skinned blondie, I am no stranger to this green gel and have used it many times over the years. There is really no right or wrong way to apply it in my opinion, it’s pretty self-explanatory (unless you’re wondering about the literal plant?? Then you just cut a piece off and swipe the gel onto your hand first then apply wherever). You’re just going to want to make sure you apply it gently to the sunburnt area and allow it to fully dry. A couple of tips when it comes to aloe is to 1) keep it in the fridge, trust me it feels next-level amazing on sunburns and 2) wear loose clothing after applying so it doesn’t rub off on your clothes.

3. What hair colour looks best on me?

In my opinion, there is no real text book answer to this question. I say whatever makes you feel like the gorgeous individual that you are is the best hair colour for you! Bare in mind that certain colours on certain skin tones have the potential to wash you out or accentuate undertones but neither of those reasons are really that detrimental – go ahead and experiment and have fun with it in the process, it’s your hair!

2. How to remove makeup without using makeup wipes.

I can’t remember the last time I purchased makeup wipes; once I discovered micellar water, and cleaning balms/oils it was game over for me when it came to purchasing makeup wipes. Not only are they single-use products and are a huge environmental waste, they really aren’t that great for your skin. It is much better to use a product that is going to get deep into your pores to remove makeup and dirt than to basically smear the makeup back and forth all over your face and call ‘er a night. Trust me, there’s much better options out there for you, your skin, and the environment – ditch the makeup wipes. Here’s a couple of the products I use to remove makeup.

Reusable Cotton Rounds – I grabbed mine on Amazon for less than $20 and have been loving them so far. They come with a mesh bag that you can throw in the wash and they are much easier on the environment than disposable cotton rounds.

The other product I use to remove makeup is micellar water. I have always recommended the Garnier Micellar water but after recently discovering that their parent company, L’Oreal, allows animal testing in their out of country markets I will no longer be purchasing their products. I think the next micellar water I will purchase will either be from the brand “Simple” or “Yes to”. Micellar water removes all makeup (including water-proof mascara) and does not leave the skin feeling dry, tight, or like there is a film left. I highly recommend having a bottle of this on hand!

1. How to do the perfect cat eye with eyeliner.

Well I’ll be honest with you here, this is something I have never been able to master. There are so many “expert tips & tricks” out there and I am sure that many of them do work, I am just honestly a bit lazy when it comes to makeup and for the most part I don’t even regularly wear eyeliner at all. A cat eye is a great way to glam up any look so if it’s something you really aim to master, I recommend watching a few tutorials on Youtube so you can actually see somebody do it and then practicing on your own. Basically me every time I attempt a cat eye👇🏻

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So beauties, have you googled any of these beauty related questions before? Or what are some of your own that aren’t on this list? I am curious to know! Thanks for reading along and I hope you found at least one of these points helpful!

Until next time,

Britt✨

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products that didn’t work for me.

I’m not here to bash brands or be negative about the products that I am about to tell you about, I’m just here to share some products that didn’t work for me personally and I will tell you why each one didn’t. Keep in mind, what may not work for me might work for you and vice versa so if you love any of these products that’s totally fine!! If you’re interested to know which products I haven’t been loving, keep reading.

1. Pür Cosmetics 4-in-1 Foundation Stick (around $45) – The website says this is a velvety-matte medium to full coverage foundation that leaves you looking fabulous from all angles. I loved the idea of this foundation and as a long time lover of their 4-in-1 Pressed Mineral Foundation (I’ve bought it too many times over the years to count) I figured I would love this foundation too. However, I found that it never really set on my skin no matter what primer or setting powder I used, it just slid around all over the place. I also purchased it in a shade that is too light for me so that didn’t help matters either. I honestly don’t know what skin type this foundation would even be best for…it accentuates pores and blemishes and looks cakey no matter how much is applied; for me it was definitely a miss.

2. Rimmel London Stay Matte Concealer (under $10) – This concealer is said to be creamy and long wearing, sweat-proof, and promises instant flawless coverage that lasts all day. I am always on the hunt for great drugstore makeup and skincare to take the place of higher-end (more expensive) products. I purchased this concealer to use on my under-eye area and found it to be extremely drying…like to the point that it felt like it was going to crack right off. I do not have overly dry skin so I wasn’t expecting it to be so drying but yeah, it wasn’t a good scene. My favourite drugstore concealer ever is the Maybelline Age Rewind so I will be sticking to that when it comes to affordable concealer!

3. Laneige Water Sleeping Mask ($33) – Sooo this might be a bit of a controversial one as it’s raved about all over the place. According to Sephora, this is an overnight moisture-recharging gel mask that sinks in to leave the skin feeling deeply hydrated in the morning. Ummm…deeply hydrated? That may be a bit of an overstatement. I have tried this mask multiple times and each time am left wondering why people love it so much…it literally does nothing for me. Laneige also makes my favourite (another cult favourite in the beauty world) Lip Sleeping Mask so I know that they do have some great products, this mask just isn’t anything special to me.

4. Milk Makeup Blur Stick ($48) – This is a silicone-free, oil-free, matte primer stick that claims to blur pores and fine lines. I only have a deluxe-sized sample of this product (glad I didn’t spend the money on the full priced one) and although I don’t think it’s a “bad” product by any means, it just really doesn’t seem to do much for me. I still use it from time to time just to give it another chance and use up the product but I really notice no difference if I use it or not. There are definitely many other pore-minimizing primers that I would pay full price for but this unfortunately is not one of them.

5. Tarte Cosmetics Quench Lip Rescue Balm in the shade Nude ($26) – This is said to be a moisturizing lip balm in an array of different shades (there are quite a few to choose from). It wasn’t the colour that I didn’t love about this product, it was the formula. I found that rather than moisturizing my lips it actually made them feel drier and less hydrated than when I applied it. It has a minty cooling sensation that I did like but other than that there just wasn’t much I enjoyed about this product and I ended up passing it along to one of my friends.

6. dpHUE Cool Blonde Shampoo & Conditioner (around $33/bottle) – The website says that this formula uses specially formulated violet pigments to neutralize brassy yellow tones and stretch out the time between salon visits. I have heard rave reviews about this duo over the years and as a life-long blondie I am always on the hunt for the best of the best when it comes to purple shampoo and conditioner. I actually found this set at Winners and bought them on a whim expecting to be wowed after reading so many positive reviews but – you guessed it – I didn’t love them. The shampoo is suuuuper drying and the scent is EXTREMELY overpowering; the conditioner was just kind of meh…not the best I’ve ever used but not the worst either. I definitely have other products that I prefer when it comes to keeping my blonde hair brass-free so I guess I will just stick to those!

7. RMS Beauty Un Cover-Up ($48) – RMS Beauty is a clean beauty brand and this product is said to be a skin-perfecting concealer and foundation for the under-eye area and face. I was super excited to try this out as it was when I first started looking into the ingredients in my beauty products and I was searching for a great foundation replacement. I got it in one of the lighter shades and found that it was way too yellow-based for my skin tone and the product itself just did not sit nice on my skin. Again, it didn’t really ever set and moved around and transferred like crazy. Unfortunately, this was another product that was sent back to Sephora for a refund!

8. Maybelline New York Tattoo Studio Brow Pomade in Blonde (under $15) – This is said to be a long-lasting formula that helps you achieve the look of full, sculpted brows. Well first things first, the colour was way too dark for me (I know…I really need to work on my colour-matching skills) but it was the lightest shade and I figured I could make it work. However, the colour of this is nowhere near blonde…it’s more like a dark brunette…so strange. The formula does seem to be alright so if you can find a shade that works for you it may be worth trying out!

9. No7 Radiant Results Nourishing Cleansing Balm (under $10 on sale) – The website says this is a nourishing cleansing balm (duh) that dissolves away dirt and oil using a blend of oils. I was super excited when I discovered a drugstore cleansing balm that was under $10 and thought there was no way I couldn’t give it a try. After using this a handful of times I found that it did not leave my skin free of dryness as it promised, but instead it did the opposite and left my skin red, dry, and tight. This one can maybe be chalked up to my ultra-sensitive skin, it may work for you if you’re skin is less spastic than mine (which is probably the majority of you)!!

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Well that rounds out the list of products that didn’t work out for me, I’m not sure how everyone will feel about this type of post but hopefully it’ll be helpful in some way! As I said before, I don’t want to be bashing brands by any means but it is only natural that some products aren’t going to work for everyone and I think it’s okay to share those reviews too as long as they’re done respectfully.

Thanks for reading along, catch ya next time!

Britt✨